i wanted to go with Johnathan today to Tennessee to see some of his family. But my parents are pretty pissed so I'm not going. It was going to be a trip for Johnathan, Kenny, and I to get close and see about this whole family thing. Johnathan called saying that he asked Kenny if he liked me in the car before the little one fell asleep. He apparently likes me because he said something like "I want her to be mommy". I had some tears in my eyes after that one. I'm suprised he's taken to me so fast, but I'm not going to question it. Today I've been pretty lonely knowing my two boys are 200 miles away. You would think i wouldn't get lonely since i have so much stuff to do, but somehow i still do. Johnathan and i talked online and on the phone and when he was getting off the phone he had Kenny come say "I love you" to me. it was very sweet.